Self-torture is a big challenge for me because every time I am doing that, I have to overcome my fear, my natural mental resistance against hurting myself. It’s not easy at all – if you ever tried it, you know that – but having full control above my own body is wonderful, it makes me strong and develops my self-control unbelievably and I could convert pain into pleasure much easier and even I can bear much bigger pain than when someone else tortures me.
This time I stitched my pussy using 10 pieces of 1 mm gauge (18G) size piercing needles and a long fishing line. I never thought that I would be able to do it to myself but I was so excited only about the thought of it that I had to give it a try. The result was not perfect but I hope you will enjoy it.
I used a mirror to see where to pierce the needles and to thread the line. The piercing process was a bit too slow, I should have pushed the needles much faster to make the scene more dynamic but my hands were shaking and my brain did not let me do it faster. When I watched back the movie I found the whole piercing process and the lacing part too long and monotonic so I decided to cut the boring parts out.
