Baby Conkers

I’ve neglected my blog a bit for the pleasures of the summer but I’ve been doing so many exciting things recently that I could tell about them for weeks.

The idea of “Baby Conkers” session was born in late spring when we were walking home one day with my master and passing by some beautiful horse-chestnut trees.

Their small prickly fruits were much more ideal for our sm games than the bigger ones in autumn and I have already imagined a scene where we would play a brand-new exciting sport: who can throw more conkers into the hole :)

And the game began… Nazryana was the first target, in the nature. Her sensitive body parts has never met those thorny balls before so first I was just rolling some conkers on her body and especially on her tits and pussy.

Then a group of tourists popped up out of nowhere on the hill above us :) and we had to interrupt our game. We continued the scene indoor, her legs were spread apart and tied up and her vagina was opened by a plexi cylinder exposing the cervix and making it a perfect target for the thrower.

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Tackrider – Tanita

Tanita could not avoid to learn the (tack) riding lessons.

This time the “horse” was a bit different: the base of the saddle was a hard metal bar and it was covered with more thumbtacks than in the earlier series and there wasn’t any time limit.

She was just smiling and laughing at me in the beginning but in the end she cried like a little girl in her pain. She is not a very fit lady :P so in a very short time she was already sitting on the thumbtacks, she wasn’t able to stand up, her legs and arms were trembling, she completely lost all her strength, that was too bad for her because she became an easy prey for me :)

It was so funny to watch her sweet agony, she was so helpless and weak. Watching back the movie now I found her crying so moving that I almost wept for her (sniff sniff).

She had a special riding technique: she pressed her buttocks – and not her pussy – against the saddle during the whole time that is why her beautiful butts and asshole was fully covered with scratches and red glue already at the beginning of her training.

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Poppy

Just a short story about this outdoor session. It was about not only the pain but doing something bizarre.

I am very enthusiastic about stuffing my pussy with different kind of things especially with the bounties of the nature like beautiful wild flowers :) The huge red poppy fields always charmed me and I wanted to dive into that sanguine flower sea.

My wish came true when we drove home from our last trip and I spotted a poppy field next to the motorway. Fortunately the camera and my backpack with some bdsm accessories is always with us so we left the road and headed toward the red meadow.

Stuffing my pussy and decorating my tits and pussy with those silky red flowers was an interesting mix of bizarre creativity and pain.

In Persian literature, red corn poppy flowers are considered the flower of love so I hope it is forgivable that I took them home in my pussy. After getting home, I had a bath and pushed the beautiful flower bath ball out coloring the water reddish while the ball was falling into tiny parts. In that special floral bath, I started to play with myself using the water spout and the orgasms just came one after one.

Red and Black

An other painful toilet brush session, this time with my girlfriend Tanita. It was much harder for me than the first version where I was doing it for myself mainly because Tanita was unexperienced in this theme and she didn’t know how to use the t-brush so we had to stop shooting too many times because I wasn’t able to bear the pain that she caused with her wrong torture technique.

The story began in a design store where I spotted those beautiful red and black toilet brushes, I thought that they could be perfect tools in our sado-mazo games and I had already begun to fantasize about a lesbian toilet brush fuck.

If it’s about fucking my sweet girlfriend Tanita is always ready for the challenge although she had no idea how painful it could be especially if I use a toilet brush instead of a dildo to fuck her. So she was enthusiastic in the beginning and she was crying and hated me in the end.

She was suspended by one of her legs, her hips were lifted a little bit and her arms were bound behind her back, she was blindfolded and ball-gagged (though somehow she hates being ball-gagged). That was a very defenseless and sexy position and ideal for a sadist like me.

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Crow Castle

After the severe bullwhipping we went for a trip with my master to a nearby castle. Let’s call it Crow Castle.

That extremely beautiful castle was a perfect place to perform some flashing.

When we arrived, we ran into a group of  noisy college guys and we had to cut across them. I felt so uncomfortable because I knew that they could see my welts on my thighs. After leaving them behind, I started to flash and show my sexy stripes to the camera.

As we moved forward I became more and more brave and finally I was crawling and walking fully naked in the castle. Needless to say that I enjoyed it immensely but unfortunately we didn’t meet other people up there except a lonely cleaning lady :)

It’s a kind of art-movie, no pain and screams but I hope you’ll like it.

The second part of the film was made two years ago in another beautiful place – at the ruins of a castle next to the sea. That was a usual naked trip spiced some juicy thing ;) My body was fully covered with my own and my master’s pee – that last part was cut out of the film – and I was not allowed to wash it down for the rest of the day. I love that dirty and messy games!

Bullseye

That was the first time for me being whipped by a girl and since the girl – Tanita – has never done any kind of whipping before, I was a bit afraid how she would be able to use the long bullwhips on me which were new tools not just for her but for me as well.

We found an abandoned military base that has already been taken back by the nature, it was a perfect place to test the new bullwhips.

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Happy Birthday

My birthday was on 19th June – I rather don’t tell you the number of years, I’m too old :) – and I decided to make it memorable.

I have dreamed about being used like an object and humiliated by girls for a very long time and now I wanted that dream to come true so I asked my girlfriends to take revenge on me for all the pain I caused them before and to disgrace me the most evil and degrading way as they can.

Well, they really did their best to fulfill my weird birthday wish, they changed to angry, furious, grim bitches and enjoyed my humiliation immensely.

When they arrived in the evening we had some chit-chat and then I served them a beautiful birthday parfait cake – on my naked body. I offered them myself not just as a serving plate but as a plaything to do anything they want to.

As I was laying on the floor and watched them kissing, I got so aroused by seeing their passionate love and their super sexy long legs and pussy from beneath but I held back my feelings, I had to, I was just an object for them this time without thoughts and senses.

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Crimson Thorns

There were three hard shootings behind us that week and we decided to have a little rest on Sunday so we went for a trip to the nearby lake. Of course, as always we took the camera and some bdsm accessories with us in my backpack – just in case we would find something interesting to shoot.

There were many people around the lake but we found a peaceful spot with some beautiful wild rose bushes. Their sharp thorns had amazing crimson color and they definitely seemed to be very scary for many people but for me they were definitely tempting :)

When I started to whip my ass, I felt and heard as the thorns ripped my skin but after some warming up lashes I fell into a kind of pain trance and started to enjoy it. I kept on whipping until many many red dots colored my buttocks.

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Electrider

My master sometimes becomes an evil inventor who is testing his new device on his experimental  pet aka me :)  This time he built a cruel and amazing tormenting device mixing the Tackrider idea with some electricity.

The most important part of his equipment was a hanging long metal bar fully covered with thumbtacks and attached to the violet wand.

I was placed above this scary thing applying a spreader bar between my ankles keeping my legs wide spread and preventing me to walk. I had to stand on my tiptoes to avoid the stab of the electric thumbtacks while my hands were tied up behind my back and my hair was tied up to the ceiling hook to keep me in balance.

That was a tricky situation, I hardly could move, I felt myself like a poor creature being caught in a trap :) But my suffering hasn’t been started yet.

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Sealed With Love

We are in so deep love with my dear girlfriend, Tanita that we sealed our love in a very special way. The other day when I was just looking in the art supplies shop I bumped into those beautiful white hearts made of satin in a sweet heart-shaped box and an extreme picture came into my mind: being stapled with white hearts that turns into red made me so aroused that I decided to make this dream come true.

Sometimes it frightens me anyway how crazy thoughts I have but I love to express my creative side in this wild way.

I couldn’t wait to share my fantasy with my lovely playmate and I was wondering if she would make it for me.

She had never used that kind of  staple gun before – especially for human decorating purposes – but she liked the idea and made it true for me with pleasure.

I wanted to be her little filthy slut and only hers and noone else’s and I wanted to indulge myself in the sweet pain caused by her. We dived into a hot lesbian love-making, it was hard to stop (you can only see a short part of it in the movie :) and in the end my heart was throbbing with excitement and I felt so warm inside.

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O Sole Mio

It was my first bastinado/falaka experience – now I know why it is said to be the most effective torture ever. It’s extremely painful and there is only few visible physical marks. At the end of my torture I had to fight to hold back my tears, the pain was almost unbearable.

Since we didn’t have any wooden plank to secure my feet, my master built an interesting bondage device to inspire me not to move my feet. My nipples were clamped by chopsticks and they were linked to my feet by a string that went through a pulley in the ceiling so the deeper I let my feet down, the more my nipples were stretched. Actually the pain in my soles was so intense that when the string was yanked the stretching pain in my nipples was nothing compared to the pain in my soles.

He used many different whipping devices: leather rose with wire stem, riding whip, flexible rod, plastic line, toilet-brush, hair-brush. After some warming up whipping in black stockings he burned the nylons down using an incense and then the rest of the material was removed and torn down by a fondue fork.

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The Intruder

I can’t say that I loved it, I would rather say that I hated it and would never do it again but at the same time I am aroused thinking of being forced to bear those hated bites again.

After several unsuccessful ant hunting expeditions, we finally found some very angry black tiny creatures during our last trip.

Their home was in the grasslands under the ground, we hardly can perceive them, actually we almost gave up again although I was totally prepared for the experience and I definitely wanted to try it.

The first mound that my master found was in the middle of steppe. He stirred it up to make them angry, then I just pulled up my skirt and sat on the ruins of their home.

My bare asshole was the closest target for them so it got some very painful bites first, uh they were very intense, short and annoying pain shocks, a bit similar to the pain caused by electro shock. It wasn’t enjoyable at all at least for me :). My master loved to watch my suffering so I tried to tolerate the pain as long as I could to give him more and more pleasure.

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Moulage

The first time when I heard about vaginal casting was when a nice artist told me about that and then he asked me to do it. I loved the idea and decided to make a try. I didn’t know anything about the casting process, I am not a sculptor so I made a little research about this theme using the information I got from him. I found some photos about vagina statues made of wax, they were simply amazing!

Although I would also love to have a wax statue of my vagina, first I just wanted to know how it feels when my pussy is fully filled with that weird stuff and what is my “size”.

To find and get the right material wasn’t an easy job but finally I found it in a dentist supply store. I realized that the best material for a first time moulding is a kind of dental alginate that is normally used in the mouth to cast the teeth. It’s a goo which sets into rubber in 1-2 minutes and it has a mint taste :), it’s completely safe, nothing toxic. Though alginate is not as durable and detailed as silicone, it’s the easiest and the fastest way to cast the body parts and in this case the vagina, so I definitely suggest you to try it with your girlfriend.

When I talked to Tanita about my casting plans, she also became excited to try it out so finally we decided to make a movie about this new experience mixing it with some fear factor and pain.

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Bonfire

My master loves those games when I am in a predicament like in Tackrider scene. This time I had to hold myself above burning candles and of course it was inevitable to fall onto them. Now there wasn’t any time limit, only my strength and my muscles was my hope to avoid my pussy and asshole being burnt as long as possible.

He built a really frightful device and wanted my pussy to be exposed to the danger much more than in Tackrider so he made an evil plan.

As a warming up I pumped up my tits and while my tits were in pain he pierced four big black safety pins into my outer lips. Hell, it was extremely painful and I was just screaming and screaming. He would have done better if he had gagged me :P

The safety pins were attached to chains around my thighs to stretch and pull my pussy lips painfully by their weights making my pussy wide open and defenseless. Just thinking of balancing in the air above the fire with this painful pussy opening gear was way too scary for me.

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Easter Egg

That was Nazryana’s hardest torture so far. She is getting to turn into a real hardcore masochist and it is not so surprising – me and my master are trying to taint everybody around us :D

Actually it wasn’t her first staple gun experience. We tested her before and she enjoyed it so much that we decided to make a movie about stapling her sensitive body parts.

She was laid prone being her legs and arms tied up and her buttocks  raised. Her beautiful and round ass made me create something so I painted some patterns on her butts that reminded me of painting Easter eggs in my childhood. Actually I was going to staple her ass along the patterns but it would have been too much for her so finally I just stapled her randomly shooting into her hard ass more and more. To ease her suffering I used a massager on her pussy during our whole game, I am not sure that she could have done it without continuous stimulation :P

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