Essence of Agony

That was one of my most painful session thanks to my clumsy and wannabe domina, Sharon :) That was the first time that she tried out the other side and she thought it would be easy but finally she admitted that it was much more difficult than being a victim. I myself have quite a lot experience in tormenting girls but I still feel myself so clumsy and lame. Being a tormentor is a big responsibility and it requires certain skills which are not inborn skills, you have to learn them and you need to practice a lot.

Even a whipping seems to be easy to do but if you don’t know how to do it, it can be a real disaster and the slave freaks out in the very beginning. It almost happened in this session: Sharon whipped my pussy like crazy :) It wasn’t easy to endure it but finally my Master did not stop her because he rather liked it and saw that I could take it.

I wanted my pussy to be sewn up for so long time but I did not find any brave girl to do it for me. Finally Sharon applied for that job and she got it. The sewing task was not a cakewalk since I didn’t want it to be done in the easy way – with medical needles – but I wanted it by using a blunt curved upholstery needle and some black organza ribbons.

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Santa Hunt

Originally we were going to make a different Christmas video featuring me suffering – I had a crazy idea again :) – but finally we had no time to make it so I wish you a Happy Christmas with this movie which is about Nazryana and the Santas.

As you can see Nazryana’s pain limit is getting higher and higher, this time she learned how painful is when her skin is pierced through by blunt pins.

Before the frightful piercing scene I filled her pussy with some rubbing alcohol and fisted her to make a comfortable place for the Santas who were waiting for their mission into her vagina. Everyone knows that Santas don’t like warm places but they sacrificed themselves for the good of a woman pussy :)

Two big Santas filled with many colored candies went up into her pussy but they were in such a hurry that they broke into small pieces during their march and the shattered Santa pieces covered the floor.
I couldn’t stand such a mess in the room so I made Nazryana eat them up while I motivated her with the cattle prod. It was an efficient cleaning, she worked better than a vacuum cleaner, LOL!

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Workout

Self-torture is a big challenge for me because every time I am doing that, I have to overcome my fear, my natural mental resistance against hurting myself. It’s not easy at all – if you ever tried it, you know that – but having full control above my own body is wonderful, it makes me strong and develops my self-control unbelievably and I could convert pain into pleasure much easier and even I can bear much bigger pain than when someone else tortures me.

This time I stitched my pussy using 10 pieces of 1 mm gauge (18G) size piercing needles and a long fishing line. I never thought that I would be able to do it to myself but I was so excited only about the thought of it that I had to give it a try.  The result was not perfect but I hope you will enjoy it.

I used a  mirror to see where to pierce the needles and to thread the line. The piercing process was a bit too slow, I should have pushed the needles much faster to make the scene more dynamic but my hands were shaking and my brain did not let me do it faster. When I watched back the movie I found the whole piercing process and the lacing part too long and monotonic so I decided to cut the boring parts out.

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Shore Pussy

This movie seemed to be easy to make at first but it turned out to be  one of my hardest shootings. Let me explain why.

Originally we were going to make a “Pussy Marathon”-like movie but Nazryana was not a proficient whip wielder.  Her whipping technique was so imperfect that Master had to stop her all the time to teach her the right whipping methods and that was not that easy at all :P Of course noone is born with whipping skills :), it requires learning and many practice – on me.

The principle of a good whipping is the gradation and the rhythm, if those are missing, the subject gets freaked out of pain in a moment. That happened to me too, Nazryana was practicing on my pussy before every scene that we shot so when Master turned on the camera I had been already knocked out by her practicing lashes and finally I had to bear twice more pain than you can see in the video.

At the end of the torture, my pussy got swollen twice as its original size, it was sore to touch and there were some bruises. It turned me on so much, so did Master – he fucked me hard when we got home and after that again and again. Check out some photos of the after effects of the pussy whipping and the whole body whipping of Detention which was shot one day after this movie.

Tit Tacks

Every girl dreams about having big tits, so does Nazryana. Now her dreams came true – her tits were vacuum pumped up and tied so she became a perfect object for a good breast torture :P

She stopped going to the gym for more than a year so her muscles need some training. Master and me found out a special work out for her: legs pulled up in the air and she had to hold her full weight with her hands. I put two bunch of thumbtacks under her tits so when she was not longer able to keep the push-up position, her pumped and sensitive tits met the sharp thumbtacks.

Of course I didn’t let her feel too comfortable and I poked a massager vibe to her clit and pierced some medical needles into her butt. Finally she gave up, lost her strength and she couldn’t help letting her tits down onto the tacks. Then I finished my job with the vibrator and I made her squirt while the thumbtacks painfully pierced into her flesh.

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Detention

When Master mentioned that he wants me to walk and run barefoot on the sharp stones, I was just laughing at him and said that “Never, it’s completely impossible, I am not able to do it, I can’t do one step barefoot on those horrible rocks! Even the soles of my boots got torn by the sharp stones!” In my case the phrase “Never say never” was very true :)

I ran on the stones and even climbed the sharp rocks like a mountain goat, LOL. The only thing I needed was a little electro stimulation by the powerful cattle prod and some harsh whip lashes executed by the evil slave-driver, Nazryana. It was amazing to discover that how easily I could bear the pain in my soles if I got some other kind of pain stimulation – cattle prod and whipping. Master himself was also astonished, he did not expect me being able to run so fast that Nazryana – who wore boots – hardly could catch me up.

The conception of the movie came from a real historical story: there was a detention camp during the Second World War :( exactly where we shot the movie. So I could really

imagine myself a bit in that horrible past.

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Hanging Around

One of my favorite pet girl, Sharon is back. She missed the pain so much since her last (and first) nettle session that she was happy to offer herself for a harder challenge – tit hanging – that she never tried before and she was curious about.

Actually that was our first tit hanging session too, unfortunately my tiny tits are not good for that so Sharon was the first masochistic girl who had the capabilities and the courage for doing it.  I have to admit that I envied her so much :P

Her tits were tied up through a pulley to the ceiling and there was two black cylindrical candle under her feet. In the first part of her torture, she was allowed to hold her balance and weight not just with her tits but with her arms too in the case if she fell down and she missed her footing.

It turned out that she is very good at balancing :) I were just whipping her harder and harder but she didn’t fall down. Finally I had to help her to loose her balance kicking up the candles under her feet, then she had to hold herself with her arms and tits, actually with one tit because the bondage was not taut enough and the rope just slid down. We had to stop video shooting at this point and tied her tits up again.

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Autumn Nettles

Maybe it sounds crazy but during my self-tortures I am falling into a kind of pain ecstasy, spiritually I am in an other dimension of my consciousness where I am able to get full control above my physical body transforming the pain to pleasure and this way getting a full body and mind orgasm. So it is easy to become an pain addict ;)

There are many kind of pain but my personal favorite is definitely the stinging and burning pain caused by nettles. So I think it’s nothing better than rubbing the most sensitive areas of my body with fresh stinging nettles.

The bright warm colors of the autumn forest gave me an extra delight and inspired me to become a vivid part of it embracing those spiny green plants so to say the wild nature itself.

As a warm up I rubbed my ass and pussy with previously gathered and cut nettles. It really warmed me up :), my asshole and my pussy burned like hell, got deep red and swollen. After a while I felt that my pussy was throbbing and getting wet.

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Stone Womb – Nazryana

Cunt-stuffing is one of my favorite games and if I have the opportunity to stuff other girls’ pussy than mine it’s even better. Though, there are not too many girls around me who let me do that :P  Nazryana did not have other choice on our holiday trip, she sold her body and soul to the devil – aka us LOL – for a week.

The island where we spent our holiday is the dream of BDSM fans, there are white sharp stones everywhere, even on the beaches.

Only walking barefoot on those stones is extremely painful, even our boots are torn during walking on them. There are some parts of the island that makes me feel I am on an other planet, there is no green anywhere, you can see nothing else than the ocean of harsh and rough white stones and the turquoise sea.

We took Nazryana to that beautiful and wild beach where we shot the “Stone Womb” movie last year. Although I told her about my good experiences with stones and she watched the movie, she was afraid of having them inside her cunt and wasn’t happy at all about doing that, but her fear and whimper made me be more sadistic with her :P

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Halloween Horror

That was the most painful, terrifying and weird experience in my life ever! I didn’t know too much about superworms (zophobas morio) before, I knew that they are the larvae of darkling beetle, they are used as food for reptiles, they have hard chitin, they have a defensive spike on the back of their tails and they eat about anything but I didn’t know that they have strong enough jaws to bite through the human skin.

This time they were kind of lucky since they were not food for reptiles, it was me who was food for them.

And it’s unbelievable but they tasted me indeed – especially my nipples and later my pussy, mainly my inner labias was their favorite dainty :) Actually they chewed tiny pieces out of my flesh while they were in the vacuum cylinder and therefore there was red fluid everywhere. That was scary, even Master was scared and stopped the shooting after he saw the butchery. First I didn’t realize what happened, I just saw Master’s and Tanita’s shocked and scared to death face and then I looked into the mirror and saw my tits, it was like a horror movie situtation :) We didn’t expect that result. As it turned out the wounds weren’t that bad (approximately 0,5-1 mm holes), the vacuum caused the intense red flow.  You can see some shocking photos in the downloadable zip file ;)

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Silver Mud

About a month ago we – Master, Nazryana and me – went for a vacation to our favorite island. We couldn’t wait to feel the salty air and the magic of those beautiful and unbelievably wild landscapes. I wish I could live there! :)

We spent most of our days hiking, making photos and shooting. We shot 5 movies during our holiday time but it wasn’t easy at all. Playing sadomaso games and shooting outdoor after hiking and climbing for hours to find the right place was very exhausting. And to top it all our backpacks were fucking heavy. Even so we loved it and enjoyed it, after all we all are masochists :D

Silver Mud was the first movie we shot. Thanks to a lovely local nudist couple, we found that “secret” seaside muddy place which was perfect to try a lesbian wrestling game in the mud.

Ouuuffff, what a shameful experience it was! Before the match I thought that I am strong – I go to the gym three times a week, I bench press with 50 kg (110 lbs), I eat nutrition supplements, I even take creatine pills sometimes so Nazryana has no chance to win but I had to realize that I was sooo wrong about that. She knocked me down in a minute and I just gasped for breath and lost all of my strength already at the beginning of our fight.  Actually I have never wrestled before and had no idea how to do as you could see that :) Nazryana revealed her secret after our match: she had pretty much wrestling experiences with her ex-boyfriends, hehehe. So it turned out that it was me who had no chance to win.

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Hot Rain

That was an extreme and interesting session with Tanita, actually I envied her and I wished I could have got soaked by those hot wax drops too. Maybe next time…

Master built an evil device again – a  metal frame (made of aluminium bars) which was planned to use as a special candelabra.

He placed the red table candles horizontally, side by side and in the opposite direction on the central part of the frame. Every single candle was attached to the frame with a rubber band and the whole thing was fixed to the ceiling with a rope in a special way – through a pulley and a hook  – and the end of the rope was in my hand giving me the power to control the movement of the device.

The frame looked like a weird chandelier and there was nothing else to do than to make some light for poor Tanita who was laying on the floor tied up under the candles.

After lighting up the candles, the situation got hotter and hotter especially for Tanita. More and more hot wax drops hit her defenseless body and she tried to escape but the shockingly fearful cattle prod helped me to shepherd my foolish pet to keep under the hot rain.

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Forest Witch

Last year I had played a lot with stinging nettles and I missed it so much. So Nazryana took me a trip to a very nice place to refresh my memories.

She looked like a red evil demon who captured a fragile innocent girl lost in the wood :D In a blink of an eye I found myself tied up to a tree and defenseless. She picked on my tiny tits to play with and she took some stinging nettles and started to rub them into my skin.

First I just enjoyed the hot feeling, it was so exciting and pleasurable for me. But she wanted to cause me pain and not pleasure so she changed her technique and started to pull and screw my nipples harshly and cruelly. Now that was painful! I just gasped and screamed in pain and she just enjoyed my agony.

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Tarantula

We are always trying to find new kinky friends and we are doing that mainly at sex and bdsm oriented dating sites. This time I found a real treasure, Luna! She is very young and beautiful – so young that she almost could be my daughter – a switch girl who proved to us that she is exactly like us: she is extremely open-minded, she enjoys receiving pain as much as giving it, she has creative ideas, she does not like verbal domination, she just loves the pure pain and needle games and she loves the welts and other temporary marks on her body. So it was a real pleasure to meet her.

It wasn’t easy to convince her to make a movie with us but finally she yielded herself to us. After that session she said that she enjoyed it so much that she wants to make more movies :) So it turned out finally that she is not just a little sweet pain slut but an exhibitionist. So I hope you’ll be meet her in other movies too.

She told me that her back is one of the most sensitive area of her body that was a bit surprising to me since I thought that there are not too many sensory nerves on that area of the human body but it seems I was wrong. Knowing her weak point, I found out to give her a special gift: a big spider needle tattoo on her back.

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Nettle Vase

In the end of summer and after their blooming the old nettles have stronger stinging hairs and their stem is almost as tough as a tree branch.  And there is nothing better than a good pussy whipping with those hard-stemmed nettles. Tanita got it.

After some harsh lashes, her pussy and asshole was getting more and more red and swollen. It was time to give her a vigorous massage rubbing the stinging nettles to her most sensitive areas.

Then her pussy was filled with the green stinging stuff and I gave her a vaginal massage pushing a black dildo deep inside her pussy.

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