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Poor Christmas Tree

We’ve all been in Christmas mood lately although (at least) me and my master in a different way. We have some special expectations of a Christmas tree: it should have very sharp and strong needle leaves and should be decorated with glass ornaments ;).

The story started two days ago. As most normal people do before Christmas, we went to get some Christmas decoration and a beautiful tree.

First we got the glass ornaments and then we chose the right tree with the most sharp and strong leaves: blue spruce. Wikipedia says that the tip of its needle leaves is “viciously sharp”. I can assure you that it is true :).

After getting home I started to prepare the glass trinkets – I cut different long thin threads and tied on them – and my master set up the Christmas tree using a long chain and the ceiling hooks. Beyond love there was something evil in the air :). I was ordered to be a dirty black angel that night so I took on a sexy black outfit with a black angel wings necklace (made by me). Since my master knows that I love to dance, he gave me a nice Christmas present: I was allowed to perform an erotic dance and strip show with the tree.

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Shards in my pussy

If you are really into BDSM, you know that when you go to a DIY (do it yourself) or design store to get some repairing or building stuff, you can always find interesting things to use in your BDSM games. Those stores are real treasure-house for us. It’s so funny by the way when the salesman wants to help us and asks about our purposes. If he would know… LOL

This time we found new BDSM toys again: shards of glass for decorations. As I saw them in the store, I knew that I would love to “decorate” my vagina with them :).

First I wanted to know how it feels like on my skin so I poured some shards under my tight top and my panties and rubbing them on my breasts and pussy. It was like a harsh massage, pleasurable and a little bit painful.

To feel more pain I rolled on the shards back and forth and did some push ups and let my body falling suddenly on the shards. They caused some minor cuts and scratches on my skin but they seemed to be safe to use inside my pussy. Lying on that harsh carpet, I was fisting myself for a while then I put the speculum in and started to pour the small pieces of glass into my vagina. I wanted to stuff my pussy with as much shards as possible so I pushed them in with my fingers and my pussy just sucked the stuff in. After removing the dilator my pussy was full of shards. It was a weird feeling, I had a pressure on my bladder so I wasn’t able to hold back my pee. I peed like a horse into the empty box of shards.

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Poll Results IV

I closed the poll about the needle scenes.  Thank you for your votes.  First it seemed that most preferred the painful and clean piercing process but finally the pain and blood fans took the lead with some votes. It’s obvious that pain is a real turn-on in bdsm and I was almost sure that the “not painful” answers wouldn’t be popular. But it was surprising for me that there are about as many who like bloody plays as who don’t.

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Piercing Course

Since my master wasn’t satisfied with me in the last piercing session, I was ordered to be pierced every day until he decides to stop. The purpose of my training is to achieve not to be afraid of piercing, not to scream and of course to improve my piercing technique.

So I’ve been in that play for 10 days. Until now I had different piercing experiences, actually I make a note in my diary about each action:

1. First day I got a medical needle into my inner labia and I wasn’t allowed to make any scream or noise. I did it.

2. Second day my master pierced my other inner labia with a pin. It was more painful than the med needle but I was able to stay in silence.

3-4. Pin in my outer labia.

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Le Cadeau

I got some very good ideas and stories from a nice French guy and he asked me to do a little BDSM play for him. I love virtual BDSM games and I really like him, so I did that session with pleasure for him.  He ordered me to pierce my both nipples with two needles horizontally and vertically and then I had to parallel the needles by twisting them. He asked me to make some photos but I thought he would prefered to watch the whole session so I turned on my webcam to record it while my master made some photos.

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Pins in nipple

My nipples have never been pierced with pins before and I was very excited to do it for the first time and for myself. I thought that it wouldn’t be easy and it wasn’t indeed. This time we did not make a movie for you, it was just a little practicing and experiment :). I prepared some pins, a corkboard and a meat tenderizer from the kitchen. After putting my tiny tits on the corkboard, I turned on my webcam to record and document the action for myself then I put a pin next to my nipple and started to hit it with the meat tenderizer.

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Tackrider Series

It is time to close the Tackrider poll. Thanks for your votes and ideas. My master can’t wait to boost it up ;).

Would you like to see more "Tackrider" movies with new girls?

  • Yes, but boost it up somehow. (76%, 197 Votes)
  • Yes, the same setup. (12%, 32 Votes)
  • No, boring. (11%, 29 Votes)

Total Voters: 258

Just a note, I would have said that it is boring :). My master was right again, I don’t understand how the hell he always knows what you would like. I am lucky that we hadn’t a bet this time.

I launched a new poll about needle tortures, I really want to know what do you think about bloody scenes. Do you like them or not?

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Sex in BDSM

I am really behind everything at the moment :(, I am doing too many things at the same time, as usual. So the poll I am posting about now was closed many weeks ago, maybe you already forgot it, I didn’t.

Sex in BDSM movies - What's your preference?

  • Pure pain, no sex (53%, 124 Votes)
  • Lesbian sex (26%, 61 Votes)
  • Solo girl - masturbation with orgasm (13%, 31 Votes)
  • Hetero sex - fucking, sucking (8%, 20 Votes)

Total Voters: 236

I have to tell you that I was very satisfied with the results because I wouldn’t like to do porn instead of pure SM. I and my master also would have voted the pure pain. Many people don’t understand what the hell could be enjoyable or good in feeling pain and most of them consider me and my movies sick and crazy. They probably have never experienced the close relation between pain and pleasure, but I learned that it does exist. And now I am an addict, it does not mean that I can enjoy every kind of pain but sometimes I desire some pain to feel better because I realized that hard corporal punishment can free my mind, fill me with energy and pull out of depression. If you like my movies, I am sure you know what I mean.

About lesbian sex, yes I also want more but before or during having sex with a girl, I need pain :).

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Rubber Band II

In sports – like rubber band target shooting :D – we play fair so Nazryana also had the chance to hit the target and take a revenge. I laughed at her agony a couple of minutes ago and now it was me who became a target dummy. She did the same things to me as I had done to her before but she was much more cruel than me.

First, she was a bit clumsy so I provoked her to shoot me harder but finally she became a real fanatic and sadistic target shooter. Since I was blindfolded too, I didn’t see her shooting technique but when I watched back the movie the other day, I was astonished that she shot me with the rubber bands from a very very close distance, much closer than I did. Wow it was hard, really hard.

At the very beginning, when my butts were her target, the pain was absolutely bearable and enjoyable but when my nipples were in the cross-hairs, it wasn’t funny anymore, I felt very sharp pain, especially in my injured left nipple since there was a little accident just before shooting my nipple. I made a bad move and the handcuff stuck to my nipple piercing and pulled it, ouch, we all were very scared, there were so much blood and I felt so big pain that I thought my nipple was split off, eh but luckily my poor nipple was still there and after a little break I was able to offer my nipples to Nazryana to shoot. Needless to say that the pain in my left nipple was much more intense when it was hit by the rubber band.

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Rubber Band I

Nazryana showed me her sadistic side during our last game. We played a shooting game using rubber bands and I can declare that Nazryana won. She was so sadistic with me than never before, she took revenge on me at last and she enjoyed it very very much. Being tormented by a girl was a pretty new situation for me but I loved it. I am so proud of my special “tattoos” and bloodshots on my breast, buttocks and pussy made by Naz.

The feeling of being shot by rubber bands are very similar to whipping but in this case the pain is concentrated on a much smaller area and if you are lucky enough to meet a good sniper :D, it’s more cruel than whipping. Being the shooter is also very satisfying :). So I definitely suggest you to try it on your slave, both of you will enjoy it.

It was me who first tried that new “rubber gun”. When I was a little girl, I never understood what the hell was so funny for boys in shooting things with rubber bands. Hmmm, now I can really understand them. I enjoyed to hit the target so much that it wasn’t easy to stop.

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Nazryana’s First Needle

Last night we made a new movie with my girlfriend, Nazryana. After the shoot – I will tell you about very soon ;) –  we caught Nazry and I pierced a needle in the middle of her nipple.

I have to tell you that Nazryana has been dread of needles, pins and staples, she has a real needle phobia and she has resisted any kind of piercing play for very very long time. She is a real scaredy cat, hehe but finally she always enjoys those very scary things.

It was so exciting and sexy to see her crying before I pushed the needle in, she was writhing in her fear and she screamed like a victim in a horror film :) but it wasn’t so painful since I hardly pushed the needle in. I am sure that her fear was much bigger than her pain. I could read her eyes that she couldn’t believe that it was not so painful as she expected :). When I asked her about her feelings, she was unsure and finally admitted that it was not so bad but the needles never won’t be her “friends”. Or course I don’t give up, I want to convince her to try more needles, maybe staple gun next time.

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Autumn’s Bounty – Conkers

As you already know, I am a nature lover girl and I think the most interesting and exciting BDSM “toys” can be discovered in our natural environment. During our last automn trip I was amazed by the nature’s bounteous beauty – there are so many natural pain and pleasure sources around us, just we have to behold them. One of those  “natural resources” we have discovered lately was a big horse chestnut tree that produces prickly fruits.  The conkers in their spiky shell seemed to be ideal for a BDSM play. I wanted to know how those green, natural needles feel like on my nipples and clit or maybe in my pussy, so we collected some.

Inserting a green prickly ball into my pussy was a real challenge for me, I had doubts about my ability to do it. As a warming up play, I started to roll the spiky balls on my tits, on my belly and on my pussy until then there were many small, red spots on my skin, it was a completely new feeling for me and the pain was absolutely enjoyable. I pushed them strongly to the most sensitive parts of my body and I sat on them.  Then I threw and drop them on my pussy, I felt as the prickles suddenly dug into my skin causing a more intense pain especially when my clitoris was hit.

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Fetish Party

My master hates fetish parties but sometimes we go there because he knows that I love to wear extreme clothes, dance, meet and talk to people who are also in BDSM. There is a very small community here who goes to fetish parties so almost everyone knows everyone. I think many people prefer to live their kinky lifestyle behind closed doors.

Those fetish parties are not only and always about fetish clothes and dancing, it happens sometimes that I find myself on the stage, last time in a bondage with an other girl.  We were attached to each other by our nipples using chain-linked japanese clamps so we were kissing while the others whipped our naked buttocks.  I wasn’t able to see who whipped me, just felt it. Everybody whipped with a different force, when I got harder lashes I thought it was my master but I was told in the end that a sadistic girl whipped me that hard. It was very exciting to be a prey and anybody’s toy in public.

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Ant Test

Although it’s been cold and rainy since August :(, we went for a trip again to find an anthill. When we were walking in the pine forest, it seemed as if every single insect would have disappeared. We saw some small spiders and dead butterflies and nothing else. The ground was muddy and cold. We almost gave up to find any ants when I spotted a huge, lonely one next to a dry-rotten tree.

First I wasn’t brave enough to put it on me but finally I succeeded to surmount my fear. First I put it on my foot and tried to make it angry to bite but it didn’t. Despite the ant’s peaceful attitude, I was way too frightened. Then I tried it on my pussy and my clitoris but there wasn’t any bites again.

On our way home I found an anthill surprisingly in the middle of a muddy road. I put my foot into the anthill but there were only some red ants and they didn’t bite me either despite me disturbing their home.

I think the cold made the ants comatose, probably they are already hibernated deep underground.  We have to wait until spring comes. Whatever, at least I could practice a little to overcome my fear of ants.

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I Had A Dream

We were walking in a forest with him and her and found an anthill. I got frightened and excited at the same time, my pussy was throbbing and getting wet as I pictured myself naked and tied up to the anthill.

Suddenly I realized that it was not just a kinky fantasy, she caught me, pushed me down to the ground and tore my cloths off, took my hair and pulled me to that frightening hill. She took a double dildo and stuck it into the middle of the anthill, then smeared it with honey, my pussy got honey as well. I was forced to kneel above the dildo being my thighs apart, my hip was letting down slowly until the sweet dildo was pushed into my pussy and my crotch hit the ground of the anthill. She stuck two stakes into the ground behind me then attached my wrists and ankles. I was completely defensless and there was no chance to get free.

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