Autumn’s Bounty – Conkers

As you already know, I am a nature lover girl and I think the most interesting and exciting BDSM “toys” can be discovered in our natural environment. During our last automn trip I was amazed by the nature’s bounteous beauty – there are so many natural pain and pleasure sources around us, just we have to behold them. One of those  “natural resources” we have discovered lately was a big horse chestnut tree that produces prickly fruits.  The conkers in their spiky shell seemed to be ideal for a BDSM play. I wanted to know how those green, natural needles feel like on my nipples and clit or maybe in my pussy, so we collected some.

Inserting a green prickly ball into my pussy was a real challenge for me, I had doubts about my ability to do it. As a warming up play, I started to roll the spiky balls on my tits, on my belly and on my pussy until then there were many small, red spots on my skin, it was a completely new feeling for me and the pain was absolutely enjoyable. I pushed them strongly to the most sensitive parts of my body and I sat on them.  Then I threw and drop them on my pussy, I felt as the prickles suddenly dug into my skin causing a more intense pain especially when my clitoris was hit.

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Fetish Party

My master hates fetish parties but sometimes we go there because he knows that I love to wear extreme clothes, dance, meet and talk to people who are also in BDSM. There is a very small community here who goes to fetish parties so almost everyone knows everyone. I think many people prefer to live their kinky lifestyle behind closed doors.

Those fetish parties are not only and always about fetish clothes and dancing, it happens sometimes that I find myself on the stage, last time in a bondage with an other girl.  We were attached to each other by our nipples using chain-linked japanese clamps so we were kissing while the others whipped our naked buttocks.  I wasn’t able to see who whipped me, just felt it. Everybody whipped with a different force, when I got harder lashes I thought it was my master but I was told in the end that a sadistic girl whipped me that hard. It was very exciting to be a prey and anybody’s toy in public.

Ant Test

Although it’s been cold and rainy since August :(, we went for a trip again to find an anthill. When we were walking in the pine forest, it seemed as if every single insect would have disappeared. We saw some small spiders and dead butterflies and nothing else. The ground was muddy and cold. We almost gave up to find any ants when I spotted a huge, lonely one next to a dry-rotten tree.

First I wasn’t brave enough to put it on me but finally I succeeded to surmount my fear. First I put it on my foot and tried to make it angry to bite but it didn’t. Despite the ant’s peaceful attitude, I was way too frightened. Then I tried it on my pussy and my clitoris but there wasn’t any bites again.

On our way home I found an anthill surprisingly in the middle of a muddy road. I put my foot into the anthill but there were only some red ants and they didn’t bite me either despite me disturbing their home.

I think the cold made the ants comatose, probably they are already hibernated deep underground.  We have to wait until spring comes. Whatever, at least I could practice a little to overcome my fear of ants.

I Had A Dream

We were walking in a forest with him and her and found an anthill. I got frightened and excited at the same time, my pussy was throbbing and getting wet as I pictured myself naked and tied up to the anthill.

Suddenly I realized that it was not just a kinky fantasy, she caught me, pushed me down to the ground and tore my cloths off, took my hair and pulled me to that frightening hill. She took a double dildo and stuck it into the middle of the anthill, then smeared it with honey, my pussy got honey as well. I was forced to kneel above the dildo being my thighs apart, my hip was letting down slowly until the sweet dildo was pushed into my pussy and my crotch hit the ground of the anthill. She stuck two stakes into the ground behind me then attached my wrists and ankles. I was completely defensless and there was no chance to get free.

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The Bait II

After the painful part I almost wished having a bath together with a dozen of leeches :).  I was laying in the bath, my arms were bound behind me by leather belts and the fishing-lines were attached to my toes to stretch my pussy lips. As the cold water filled the bath, I was shivering. Then my master put a plastic, see-through box on the water.

There were 12 leeches on this boat and as they were sailing in the bath, their boat started to fill up with water and sink slowly. I think they really enjoyed being shipwrecked :). They find their way to my body easily and started to crawl and explore the “island”.  It wasn’t so scary as I expected and mainly there wasn’t any pain.

When the speculum was inserted and stretched my vagina open, I was getting frightened. My master took 3 leeches and threw them in. I felt the cold of the leeches’ body and as they were moving deep inside me. It was a weird feeling and I was afraid that one of them discover the enter of my cervix and crawl into my uterus. It was a stupid fear anyway because they were too big to go through.

I think I fulfilled those people’s wishes who voted on putting worms into my pussy :), at least it was a good first experience for me with worms.

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The Bait I

When my master showed me a video of a japan girl laying in a plexi box and being covered with insects and then her opened pussy was filled with worms, I was surprised at my own reaction, I was aroused and turned on watching her agony. It wasn’t about the pain but it was so humiliating and bizarre that I wished I was her.

The leeches are also worms and my master had planned to use them on my body or maybe inside my pussy for a very long time. Since you guys also were enthusiastic about leeches, my master ordered me to get them.

I must mention that he has already tried to catch some leeches in our natural waters using me as a bait but no success so far. I realized that my only chance to get some leeches was the fishing stores. Finally I found the right place and the right leeches. I was so excited and frightened, I had read a lot about leech bite so I learned that it isn’t painful moreover it is healthy but I had no idea what happens if they go into my pussy. My master insisted on putting leeches in and he wanted me to offer them my opened pussy. I liked Brody’s idea about fishing hooks so he decided to pierce my outer labias with the hooks to open them up. I was so frightened that I almost forgot the leeches. I have never tried fishing hooks before and I suspected that they caused more intense pain than pins or needles.

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Nipple Torture

Just a short story (no movie this time). Last night we met a couple who are also in BDSM and for the pleasure of our guests I was offered to the girl to torture my nipples with needles.
She is a beginner and rather masochistic than sadistic. She doesn’t like using needles and has never done this kind of torture before but my master convinced her to pierce 4-4 needles in the middle of my nipples. Since the girl was a newbie, she pushed the needles into my nipples very slowly so it was painful. The guys were satisfied with what they saw.

When all the 8 needles were in, she started to play with the needles hitting them slightly, it was very exciting. Then she figured out that she wanted to pull all of them out at once. The guys helped her to find the most painful way. She tied the needles with rubber bands and then took two fishing hooks with fishing-lines and attached them to the bands. She started to pull the fishing-lines and the needles started to came out very slowly and finally all of them came out at the same time, needless to say that it was the most painful part.

My nipples are still so sensitive, I love it, so does my master :).

Next time I will tell you about my experiences with the hooks and the l……s.

Newbie girl – Sharon

Last weekend we met a lovely switch girl and tested her with nettles. We found her on a BDSM dating site and I was astonished by her at the first sight. Her name is Sharon, and she’s as sweet and fresh as a Sharon fruit and completely newbie in BDSM but open-minded and curious.

Needless to say that she has never met such a big amount of nettles before. When she saw the tons of stinging bunches, she naively thought that most of them was prepared for me and only a few would be used on her – well, she was wrong :P.

As her first nettle experience I didn’t want to start with too hard torture but finally she got it :). It was unbelievable how she could tolerate the pain, actually I expected crying and screaming but I got almost nothing when I was whipping her with the nettle bundles. I had to get more cruel.

Since she is a very flexible girl, I tied one of her legs up so her pussy opened up to me and the nettles of course :). I rubbed her nipples, clit and inner labias harder and harder using single stinging nettle leaves, that was the point when she first screamed from the pain. For she took the pain so easily I stuffed her pussy with some stinging leaves although I did not plan that. She said after the session that she didn’t realize that the leaves were inside her because the whole of her pussy was in such a pain and fire that she wasn’t able to differentiate what exactly happened to her.

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Stone Womb

Since you guys apparently liked this movie, I’m going to tell you how it was made and what I felt when my pussy was completely loaded with stones.

We were on our vacation in Croatia that is the wildest and one of the most beautiful countries in the world – at least for me :). When we walk and hike far enough, we always find places to enjoy the nature in private.

This time we found an amazing cove sheltered by huge rocks. My naked body was dripping sweat, I couldn’t wait to cool down in the sea. The place seemed to be ideal for a stony play.

Despite of my fear of being hurt inside by the stones, I wanted to know how it was like to be filled up with those cold salty stones. It wasn’t easy to use a speculum on myself, but finally I found the right position and I started to pour the stones in. I felt a very mild pain as the stones fell on my cervix, the more stones were inside the more pleasure was my reward.

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Home-Made Piercing

At the beginning of our relationship my master surprised me with a nice piercing, it was the time when my BDSM life had started. He wanted me to wear that piercing in my clitoris hood. I liked the idea being pierced and I wanted to prove him that I was fearless.

It wasn’t an ordinary piercing process, he made the hole using a bunch of pins. I will never forget that pain, it was so intense.

He is a perfectionist, so he exactly planned where to pierce the first pin. I didn’t know yet the differences between medical needles and pins. The medical needles were way more scary for me at that time although I hadn’t even tried any of them.

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Nettle Jungle

My last stinging nettle experience happened a couple of weeks ago. This time our trip led to the ruins of an old water mill along a small rivulet, we hoped there were some stinging nettles around. And yeah, there were a real nettle jungle around the ruins, they grew higher than me so they can be called nettle trees.

I found out that it would be erotic to make a nettle skirt and dancing wearing this hot, stinging skirt. I wanted to charm my master with my nettle dance, I wanted to suffer for him.

First I just felt pain and then I got hot, I gasped, my heart throbbed faster and faster. My pussy and my ass was in fire. I was thinking about wearing this nettle skirt all day, maybe I could create a new fashion style. The only problem was the intense use made the skirt worn out too soon.

After the foreplay my master wanted me to keep dancing among the 2 meters high nettle trees. I obeyed him and enjoyed the stinging feeling on my whole body. My tits got a real hard nettle treatment too.

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Walking on tacks and candles – Ophiuchus

Ophiuchus

Sometimes I feel that I am not able to do what I am ordered by my master. This time I had this feeling again. The idea came from Chris and my master loved it. He wanted me to walk barefoot and blindfolded on thumb tacks.

First I was too frightened, I remember the feeling when I accidentally stepped into a thumb tack and I hated that pain but I wanted to prove my master that I was able to do it for him and for you, guys. It was totally new experience for me to feel pain in my soles.

As a first task I had to walk on the tacks not blindfolded but holding my sweet snake around my neck. It was interesting that the pain wasn’t so intense this time, maybe because I just concentrated on taking care of my pet. It was very hard to keep myself in balance and I didn’t want to fall onto those scary tacks together with my snake and I wanted to prevent to get her hurt by all means.

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Welcome to my blog

I started this blog to give you some personal insight about my life, movies and BDSM experiences. I would like to share you what I am feeling and thinking during the tortures so maybe you will be inspired to try those new things which I show you.

I am a very curious and open-minded person, I love to find new pain resources especially in the nature.

I hope that you will enjoy my pain experiments and if you have opinions and suggestions, please don’t hesitate to share them to me.