Poor Christmas Tree

We’ve all been in Christmas mood lately although (at least) me and my master in a different way. We have some special expectations of a Christmas tree: it should have very sharp and strong needle leaves and should be decorated with glass ornaments ;).

The story started two days ago. As most normal people do before Christmas, we went to get some Christmas decoration and a beautiful tree.

First we got the glass ornaments and then we chose the right tree with the most sharp and strong leaves: blue spruce. Wikipedia says that the tip of its needle leaves is “viciously sharp”. I can assure you that it is true :).

After getting home I started to prepare the glass trinkets – I cut different long thin threads and tied on them – and my master set up the Christmas tree using a long chain and the ceiling hooks. Beyond love there was something evil in the air :). I was ordered to be a dirty black angel that night so I took on a sexy black outfit with a black angel wings necklace (made by me). Since my master knows that I love to dance, he gave me a nice Christmas present: I was allowed to perform an erotic dance and strip show with the tree.

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Shards in my pussy

If you are really into BDSM, you know that when you go to a DIY (do it yourself) or design store to get some repairing or building stuff, you can always find interesting things to use in your BDSM games. Those stores are real treasure-house for us. It’s so funny by the way when the salesman wants to help us and asks about our purposes. If he would know… LOL

This time we found new BDSM toys again: shards of glass for decorations. As I saw them in the store, I knew that I would love to “decorate” my vagina with them :).

First I wanted to know how it feels like on my skin so I poured some shards under my tight top and my panties and rubbing them on my breasts and pussy. It was like a harsh massage, pleasurable and a little bit painful.

To feel more pain I rolled on the shards back and forth and did some push ups and let my body falling suddenly on the shards. They caused some minor cuts and scratches on my skin but they seemed to be safe to use inside my pussy. Lying on that harsh carpet, I was fisting myself for a while then I put the speculum in and started to pour the small pieces of glass into my vagina. I wanted to stuff my pussy with as much shards as possible so I pushed them in with my fingers and my pussy just sucked the stuff in. After removing the dilator my pussy was full of shards. It was a weird feeling, I had a pressure on my bladder so I wasn’t able to hold back my pee. I peed like a horse into the empty box of shards.

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Piercing Course

Since my master wasn’t satisfied with me in the last piercing session, I was ordered to be pierced every day until he decides to stop. The purpose of my training is to achieve not to be afraid of piercing, not to scream and of course to improve my piercing technique.

So I’ve been in that play for 10 days. Until now I had different piercing experiences, actually I make a note in my diary about each action:

1. First day I got a medical needle into my inner labia and I wasn’t allowed to make any scream or noise. I did it.

2. Second day my master pierced my other inner labia with a pin. It was more painful than the med needle but I was able to stay in silence.

3-4. Pin in my outer labia.

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Autumn’s Bounty – Conkers

As you already know, I am a nature lover girl and I think the most interesting and exciting BDSM “toys” can be discovered in our natural environment. During our last automn trip I was amazed by the nature’s bounteous beauty – there are so many natural pain and pleasure sources around us, just we have to behold them. One of those  “natural resources” we have discovered lately was a big horse chestnut tree that produces prickly fruits.  The conkers in their spiky shell seemed to be ideal for a BDSM play. I wanted to know how those green, natural needles feel like on my nipples and clit or maybe in my pussy, so we collected some.

Inserting a green prickly ball into my pussy was a real challenge for me, I had doubts about my ability to do it. As a warming up play, I started to roll the spiky balls on my tits, on my belly and on my pussy until then there were many small, red spots on my skin, it was a completely new feeling for me and the pain was absolutely enjoyable. I pushed them strongly to the most sensitive parts of my body and I sat on them.  Then I threw and drop them on my pussy, I felt as the prickles suddenly dug into my skin causing a more intense pain especially when my clitoris was hit.

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The Bait II

After the painful part I almost wished having a bath together with a dozen of leeches :).  I was laying in the bath, my arms were bound behind me by leather belts and the fishing-lines were attached to my toes to stretch my pussy lips. As the cold water filled the bath, I was shivering. Then my master put a plastic, see-through box on the water.

There were 12 leeches on this boat and as they were sailing in the bath, their boat started to fill up with water and sink slowly. I think they really enjoyed being shipwrecked :). They find their way to my body easily and started to crawl and explore the “island”.  It wasn’t so scary as I expected and mainly there wasn’t any pain.

When the speculum was inserted and stretched my vagina open, I was getting frightened. My master took 3 leeches and threw them in. I felt the cold of the leeches’ body and as they were moving deep inside me. It was a weird feeling and I was afraid that one of them discover the enter of my cervix and crawl into my uterus. It was a stupid fear anyway because they were too big to go through.

I think I fulfilled those people’s wishes who voted on putting worms into my pussy :), at least it was a good first experience for me with worms.

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The Bait I

When my master showed me a video of a japan girl laying in a plexi box and being covered with insects and then her opened pussy was filled with worms, I was surprised at my own reaction, I was aroused and turned on watching her agony. It wasn’t about the pain but it was so humiliating and bizarre that I wished I was her.

The leeches are also worms and my master had planned to use them on my body or maybe inside my pussy for a very long time. Since you guys also were enthusiastic about leeches, my master ordered me to get them.

I must mention that he has already tried to catch some leeches in our natural waters using me as a bait but no success so far. I realized that my only chance to get some leeches was the fishing stores. Finally I found the right place and the right leeches. I was so excited and frightened, I had read a lot about leech bite so I learned that it isn’t painful moreover it is healthy but I had no idea what happens if they go into my pussy. My master insisted on putting leeches in and he wanted me to offer them my opened pussy. I liked Brody’s idea about fishing hooks so he decided to pierce my outer labias with the hooks to open them up. I was so frightened that I almost forgot the leeches. I have never tried fishing hooks before and I suspected that they caused more intense pain than pins or needles.

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Stone Womb

Since you guys apparently liked this movie, I’m going to tell you how it was made and what I felt when my pussy was completely loaded with stones.

We were on our vacation in Croatia that is the wildest and one of the most beautiful countries in the world – at least for me :). When we walk and hike far enough, we always find places to enjoy the nature in private.

This time we found an amazing cove sheltered by huge rocks. My naked body was dripping sweat, I couldn’t wait to cool down in the sea. The place seemed to be ideal for a stony play.

Despite of my fear of being hurt inside by the stones, I wanted to know how it was like to be filled up with those cold salty stones. It wasn’t easy to use a speculum on myself, but finally I found the right position and I started to pour the stones in. I felt a very mild pain as the stones fell on my cervix, the more stones were inside the more pleasure was my reward.

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