My first pain session this year

Yesterday we shot a toilet-brush-like movie but it was somewhat different. I was suspended upside down by one of my legs for about one hour and I was fucked hard and spanked with several kinds of cleaning brushes. Actually we collected every kind of cleaning brushes we found in the local DIY store.

Tanita was the domina and she took the job very seriously. She became a cruel sadist.

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Merry Christmas

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This year I have a bdsm Christmas tree – suspended upside down and tied to the ceiling hooks by chains.

I think it really looks unconventional :) What do you think?

Merry Christmas and Holidays Everybody!

Glass Table

The idea of having or being a human furniture has been always one of my favorites and involving some pain into the play made it even more exciting.

We shoot our videos in our small living room and we need to rearrange the room all the time when we shoot. Having enough place is always a problem so minimizing our living room furniture is a never-ending project for us. That is why I decided the other day to give one of our glass tables away.

Before doing that I realized that the top of the glass table would be a perfect accessory for a “last” torture (it was already used several times in our movies). It is heavy (23 kg), transparent and its size is ideal for human furniture play. To add some more challenges and a big dose of pain of course, placing thumbtacks on the human holder seemed to be a good idea. At least Master loved it when I told him about.  I cannot say the same about my best girlfriend, Tanita who was not as enthusiastic as him when I told her that I want her to be my living table. She hates the thumbtacks. When I was trampling on her with my “vampire” shoes (“Spikes” movie) she hated it, she was completely freaked out of the pain and she knew that it would be something similar. But I told her that she is my only capable candidate for realizing my idea, since my body type is too skinny and the other girls are not strong enough either.

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Spicy Luna

That was one of our hardest shooting. I never thought that Luna would feel sick of capsaicin and would completely freak out of the burning feeling. Her pain tolerance is pretty high especially when it is about piercings and needles but this time she almost gave up before finishing the scene.

Her reaction to the hot pepper was unexpected not just because of her high pain tolerance level but because she already got some hot pepper massage cream on her pussy a couple of months ago just to test it. It happened after one of our shootings, I smeared her pussy with the capsaicin cream and she was not allowed to wash it down until she got home. She told me that before going home she would have a date and she was worried that how she would be able to handle the pain in her pussy while meeting the guy. And she was definitely able to handle it pretty well.

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Pin through my clit

I wanted my clitoris pierced so much and for so long time but I never had enough courage to do it. But I did it finally. After finishing our shooting with Greta yesterday, my master pierced a pin through my clit  while Greta and her owner was watching me and fucking. Having an audience during my torture helped me so much to bear the pain which was the most intense kind of sensation I have ever felt in my life.

We could have used a thin medical needle too but I learned that using a sewing pin is much more painful, usually bloodless, there is no scarring and the healing is much faster. So I prefer pins than med needles or piercing needles.

Of course the most painful part of the process was the puncture itself but it took for only a few secs, after that I still felt pretty intense pain in my clit for about a couple of minutes and when my pain has eased a bit my Master pushed a massager vibe against my clit and I was screaming in pain again. It was an evil torture, I cannot enjoy the effect of massager at all, I did not felt anything else just unbearable pain.

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New Separated Blog

qsbdsm.com – the new website where you can read my blog in the future. Freedom of speech is important for me so – after my payment provider forced me to remove several blog entries due to compliance issues with their rules – I decided to move my blog to an other domain and server. It will be uncensored and separated from my paysite so there will be no direct link to it from my site.

In the next two weeks you still can click through to my new blog (which still remains censored during this time) to make it easier for you to bookmark it. After that time I will remove the direct link and I will restore my original, uncensored blog entries.

If you would like to read some behind-the-scenes stories about my movies or just want to keep yourself updated on the latest news of my site(s), I suggest you to visit my blog regularly.

I have got so many nice comments from you, thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts with me and with our small kinky community ;). Opinions, feedbacks, suggestions are always welcome, I am trying to answer all of them.

I also draw your attention to the new poll about your favorite torture types. Please check it out on the sidebar and take your votes ;)

New skin

My lezdom paysite had shed his old heavy skin and changed it to a lighter and more modern one to crawl faster than before ;) Hopefully you won’t have any problem due to this change and you don’t need to do anything but it can happen that you need to press a refresh button in your browser if you find my site’s design crashed.

I hope you will like it ;)

 

Catapult

When it’s about conkers (aesculus hippocastanum) my imaginary about how to use them in our BDSM games is almost infinite lol. This time my favorite green prickly fruits made for shooting pussies.

Master built us a weird – a bit catapult-like – shooting device that was actually a slingshot (rubber bands and a piece of leather) attached to a mount (ladder).

Before starting the game, we had to learn how to use the shooter device and mainly we needed some target practicing. I must admit that the aiming wasn’t easy at all – unfortunately we girls never played shooting games in our childhood as the boys usually did – and we were exceptionally clumsy in the beginning but we had some really nice hits finally.

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Spiral

Last time when we were in a hardware store, I ran into a nice boat mooring spring and I wondered how it fits into my pussy and how to use it in our games. I found that it is not just a perfect and exciting stretching tool but it can be used as a special speculum to make it easier to stuff my pussy with anything I want and probably we can use it in our electro games too.

Since the spring doesn’t cover the inner wall of my vagina but still stretches and opens my pussy, the sensation inside can be much more intense than using a medical speculum. I decided to try the stinging nettles first so I filled the spring with a bunch of them and started to push the special stinging dildo deeper and deeper in my vagina.

As an extra aggravation I didn’t wear gloves during the whole session, it is more natural and more painful :) Although it wasn’t easy at all to come over the burning pain when I touched the nettles but finally I got to used to it and it wasn’t so bad.

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Fill Her Up

Filling my pussy with unusual things and materials is my favorite kink. I used to make beautiful and unique candles at home using different kind of waxes and candlewicks and  I was always wondering about molding a pussy candle. Since it would have been way too difficult to do it by myself I asked Sharon to make that special gift to me.

We used many nice red tea lights (kind of votive candles), we lit them and left them to burn for about 30 minutes until the wax became hot enough and fluid. The only problem was that we put them way too close to each other and because of the heat transfer the temperature of  liquid wax had been too high.

So when Sharon started to pour the first cups of hot red fluid in I got burned badly, it was unbearably painful and we had to stop the shooting at this point because I was so freaked out of the pain. But after a short break I wanted to go on with my pussy casting. Needless to say that after that I felt every drop of hot wax even hotter than it really was and of course it was much more painful either.

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Spikes

I guess not too many people like lezdom trampling – at least it is very rare on the internet – but Master loves it and some of you guys hopefully will like it too.

Trampling on a human body is not that easy, there are some rules that must be kept for playing this exciting game safely. For example never step on the ribs or on the upper stomach and no sudden movements etc.

Being a human carpet is also a hard job – especially when the soles of the shoes are boosted with thumbtacks, it is almost unbearably painful.

I had already tried it on Master and on an other male victim before and they both said that it was more than painful, it was agonizing but they also said that the real hardcore masochists – like them – could enjoy it ;)

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BB Babe

When I first tried a real shooting device (I cannot use that specific word but you know what I mean) to aim a tiny box, I enjoyed it so much that I decided to try the less dangerous shooting games like paintball and airsoft on a living target.

Since I never do anything to my slaves without testing it on myself, I got a BB launcher, several boxes of ammo and we went to the woods with my charming huntress, Tanita for shooting. Needless to say that she was more than happy to test the new device on me. Actually she loved our game so much that right after knocking me out, she wanted to try being on the other side too. So there will be a second BB session featuring Tanita as a prey (that movie will be online later).

Safety is first  in our BDSM games so we wore safety glasses and a full face mask with metal mesh ( https://airsoft4less.co.uk/products/HFC-Black-face-mask.html ) to protect our eyes and face. Never try these games without them.

We used a battery powered automatic shooting device ( https://airsoft4less.co.uk/products/Defender-of-World-Mini-Electric-Airsoft-Gun-blue.html ) with .12g pellets ( https://airsoft4less.co.uk/products/1000-Soft-Mark-bb-pellets-in-Red.html and https://airsoft4less.co.uk/products/Bulldog-bb-pellets-1000-x-0.12g-Bottle.html ). The distance was about 3 meters (10 feet).

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How to use the staples safely? Practical tips

Some of you guys asked me about how to use a stapler safely on your sub and I thought it could be more useful to share my experiences here in my blog instead of answering the questions in email. So here are the information about the tools we use and how we use them.

The type of our stapler: Rapid Workline R53 Ergonomic. We got it from a DIY hardware store (ie. Bauhaus, Praktiker, OBI, The Home Depot etc.). There are different type of staplers (heavy and light weight) in the stores.

I suggest you to use the light ones because the heavy staplers’ spring are way too hard to operate so your hands will be shaky after a few shots and you won’t be able to aim right. While the ammo of the heavy staplers are like micro chisels, the light staplers’ are rather similar to blunt needles or pins.

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Ornament

The latest news: unfortunately we had to remove that movie too together with Hangers from my site :( But I still post the story of this session anyway, because lots of you guys may have seen or downloaded it.

So here is the story of Ornament that featuring an other wannabe sadist, Luna :)  Similarly to Sharon in the Essence of Agony she had never tormented anyone before but she wanted to try it and she also learned how difficult the dark side was.

This movie was shot one day after the Harp movie so there were nice stripes and marks on my body and I also got some new ones from Luna.

As I told you about that before, Luna loves piercings and any kind of needle games so I thought she was the right person to renew my lost nipple piercings. I was wrong lol.

I ended up getting some play piercings around my nipples instead of having permanent piercings. The latter would have required more experience ;)

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