Essence of Agony

That was one of my most painful session thanks to my clumsy and wannabe domina, Sharon :) That was the first time that she tried out the other side and she thought it would be easy but finally she admitted that it was much more difficult than being a victim. I myself have quite a lot experience in tormenting girls but I still feel myself so clumsy and lame. Being a tormentor is a big responsibility and it requires certain skills which are not inborn skills, you have to learn them and you need to practice a lot.

Even a whipping seems to be easy to do but if you don’t know how to do it, it can be a real disaster and the slave freaks out in the very beginning. It almost happened in this session: Sharon whipped my pussy like crazy :) It wasn’t easy to endure it but finally my Master did not stop her because he rather liked it and saw that I could take it.

I wanted my pussy to be sewn up for so long time but I did not find any brave girl to do it for me. Finally Sharon applied for that job and she got it. The sewing task was not a cakewalk since I didn’t want it to be done in the easy way – with medical needles – but I wanted it by using a blunt curved upholstery needle and some black organza ribbons.

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Santa Hunt

Originally we were going to make a different Christmas video featuring me suffering – I had a crazy idea again :) – but finally we had no time to make it so I wish you a Happy Christmas with this movie which is about Nazryana and the Santas.

As you can see Nazryana’s pain limit is getting higher and higher, this time she learned how painful is when her skin is pierced through by blunt pins.

Before the frightful piercing scene I filled her pussy with some rubbing alcohol and fisted her to make a comfortable place for the Santas who were waiting for their mission into her vagina. Everyone knows that Santas don’t like warm places but they sacrificed themselves for the good of a woman pussy :)

Two big Santas filled with many colored candies went up into her pussy but they were in such a hurry that they broke into small pieces during their march and the shattered Santa pieces covered the floor.
I couldn’t stand such a mess in the room so I made Nazryana eat them up while I motivated her with the cattle prod. It was an efficient cleaning, she worked better than a vacuum cleaner, LOL!

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Self-torment is a big challenge for me because every time I am doing that, I have to overcome my fear, my natural mental resistance against hurting myself. It’s not easy at all – if you ever tried it, you know that – but having full control above my own body is wonderful, it makes me strong and develops my self-control unbelievably and I could convert pain into pleasure much easier and even I can bear much bigger pain than when someone else torments me.

This time I stitched my pussy using 10 pieces of 1 mm gauge (18G) size piercing needles and a long fishing line. I never thought that I would be able to do it to myself but I was so excited only about the thought of it that I had to give it a try.  The result was not perfect but I hope you will enjoy it.

I used a  mirror to see where to pierce the needles and to thread the line. The piercing process was a bit too slow, I should have pushed the needles much faster to make the scene more dynamic but my hands were shaking and my brain did not let me do it faster. When I watched back the movie I found the whole piercing process and the lacing part too long and monotonic so I decided to cut the boring parts out.

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Tit Tacks

Every girl dreams about having big tits, so does Nazryana. Now her dreams came true – her tits were vacuum pumped up and tied so she became a perfect object for a good breast torment :P

She stopped going to the gym for more than a year so her muscles need some training. Master and me found out a special work out for her: legs pulled up in the air and she had to hold her full weight with her hands. I put two bunch of thumbtacks under her tits so when she was not longer able to keep the push-up position, her pumped and sensitive tits met the sharp thumbtacks.

Of course I didn’t let her feel too comfortable and I poked a massager vibe to her clit and pierced some medical needles into her butt. Finally she gave up, lost her strength and she couldn’t help letting her tits down onto the tacks. Then I finished my job with the vibrator and I made her squirt while the thumbtacks painfully pierced into her flesh.

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We are always trying to find new kinky friends and we are doing that mainly at sex and bdsm oriented dating sites. This time I found a real treasure, Luna! She is very young and beautiful – so young that she almost could be my daughter – a switch girl who proved to us that she is exactly like us: she is extremely open-minded, she enjoys receiving pain as much as giving it, she has creative ideas, she does not like verbal domination, she just loves the pure pain and needle games and she loves the welts and other temporary marks on her body. So it was a real pleasure to meet her.

It wasn’t easy to convince her to make a movie with us but finally she yielded herself to us. After that session she said that she enjoyed it so much that she wants to make more movies :) So it turned out finally that she is not just a little sweet pain slut but an exhibitionist. So I hope you’ll be meet her in other movies too.

She told me that her back is one of the most sensitive area of her body that was a bit surprising to me since I thought that there are not too many sensory nerves on that area of the human body but it seems I was wrong. Knowing her weak point, I found out to give her a special gift: a big spider needle tattoo on her back.

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Needles in Tanita

My dear girlfriend, Tanita always was frightened when I just mentioned the word “needle”, hehehe. Finally I succeeded to convince her to overcome that strong fear and she let me to pierce some medical needles in her beautiful nipples.

In the beginning she got some warm-up lashes on her belly and tits with my favorite red-rose heavy flogger and then with the red and black Cat-O-Nine. Then her nipples and the needles came. The fear in her eyes was a big turn-on for me and made me more sadistic.

I pierced the needles as slow as possible so I could enjoy her pain agony much longer, I love the way she whines, it’s erotic :P

She got 4-4 needles pierced right in the middle of her sensitive nipples. She just  looked stunning with those decorated tits!

And the hardest part of our game had just started. I found out an evil way to make her pull out the needles: I tied the needles up to the ceiling hook using rubber bands, lines and hooks and I caressed her delicate skin with two different electro shocking devices to make her move and dance.

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This session was a pure and harsh torment.

Nazryana’s getting more and more hardcore masochistic, although she is still dread of needles.

When it’s about any kind of needles she becomes a scaredy cat and a cry baby. She needs about 4-5 hours encouragement and talking before every needle torment and when we are about to start the session she is already weeping before doing anything, LOL.

This time I have decorated her body with some special “piercings” – indicator pins – pushing them into her buttocks, belly and tits. Before doing that I prepared her for the pain with some warming-up whipping and then I used saran wrap to prevent her moving and keep her still. Hehe, she looked like a cocoon, totally defenseless and vulnerable.

She was lying on her stomach and I cut a hole to free her sexy buttocks and I started to decorate them. Since the pins were blunt it wasn’t easy to thrust them into her flesh so it happened that I had to try it again and again that caused her extra pain. Finally she had 4-4 small colorful balls on her butts. They looked like some beautiful microdermal piercings.

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Just a short story about this outdoor session. It was about not only the pain but doing something bizarre.

I am very enthusiastic about stuffing my pussy with different kind of things especially with the bounties of the nature like beautiful wild flowers :) The huge red poppy fields always charmed me and I wanted to dive into that sanguine flower sea.

My wish came true when we drove home from our last trip and I spotted a poppy field next to the motorway. Fortunately the camera and my backpack with some bdsm accessories is always with us so we left the road and headed toward the red meadow.

Stuffing my pussy and decorating my tits and pussy with those silky red flowers was an interesting mix of bizarre creativity and pain.

In Persian literature, red corn poppy flowers are considered the flower of love so I hope it is forgivable that I took them home in my pussy. After getting home, I had a bath and pushed the beautiful flower bath ball out coloring the water reddish while the ball was falling into tiny parts. In that special floral bath, I started to play with myself using the water spout and the orgasms just came one after one.