Workout

Self-torture is a big challenge for me because every time I am doing that, I have to overcome my fear, my natural mental resistance against hurting myself. It’s not easy at all – if you ever tried it, you know that – but having full control above my own body is wonderful, it makes me strong and develops my self-control unbelievably and I could convert pain into pleasure much easier and even I can bear much bigger pain than when someone else tortures me.

This time I stitched my pussy using 10 pieces of 1 mm gauge (18G) size piercing needles and a long fishing line. I never thought that I would be able to do it to myself but I was so excited only about the thought of it that I had to give it a try.  The result was not perfect but I hope you will enjoy it.

I used a  mirror to see where to pierce the needles and to thread the line. The piercing process was a bit too slow, I should have pushed the needles much faster to make the scene more dynamic but my hands were shaking and my brain did not let me do it faster. When I watched back the movie I found the whole piercing process and the lacing part too long and monotonic so I decided to cut the boring parts out.

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Tarantula

We are always trying to find new kinky friends and we are doing that mainly at sex and bdsm oriented dating sites. This time I found a real treasure, Luna! She is very young and beautiful – so young that she almost could be my daughter – a switch girl who proved to us that she is exactly like us: she is extremely open-minded, she enjoys receiving pain as much as giving it, she has creative ideas, she does not like verbal domination, she just loves the pure pain and needle games and she loves the welts and other temporary marks on her body. So it was a real pleasure to meet her.

It wasn’t easy to convince her to make a movie with us but finally she yielded herself to us. After that session she said that she enjoyed it so much that she wants to make more movies :) So it turned out finally that she is not just a little sweet pain slut but an exhibitionist. So I hope you’ll be meet her in other movies too.

She told me that her back is one of the most sensitive area of her body that was a bit surprising to me since I thought that there are not too many sensory nerves on that area of the human body but it seems I was wrong. Knowing her weak point, I found out to give her a special gift: a big spider needle tattoo on her back.

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Needles in Tanita

My dear girlfriend, Tanita always was frightened when I just mentioned the word “needle”, hehehe. Finally I succeeded to convince her to overcome that strong fear and she let me to pierce some medical needles in her beautiful nipples.

In the beginning she got some warm-up lashes on her belly and tits with my favorite red-rose heavy flogger and then with the red and black Cat-O-Nine. Then her nipples and the needles came. The fear in her eyes was a big turn-on for me and made me more sadistic.

I pierced the needles as slow as possible so I could enjoy her pain agony much longer, I love the way she whines, it’s erotic :P

She got 4-4 needles pierced right in the middle of her sensitive nipples. She just  looked stunning with those decorated tits!

And the hardest part of our game had just started. I found out an evil way to make her pull out the needles: I tied the needles up to the ceiling hook using rubber bands, lines and hooks and I caressed her delicate skin with two different electro shocking devices to make her move and dance.

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Cocoon

This session was a pure and harsh torture.

Nazryana’s getting more and more hardcore masochistic, although she is still dread of needles.

When it’s about any kind of needles she becomes a scaredy cat and a cry baby. She needs about 4-5 hours encouragement and talking before every needle torture and when we are about to start the session she is already weeping before doing anything, LOL.

This time I have decorated her body with some special “piercings” – indicator pins – pushing them into her buttocks, belly and tits. Before doing that I prepared her for the pain with some warming-up whipping and then I used saran wrap to prevent her moving and keep her still. Hehe, she looked like a cocoon, totally defenseless and vulnerable.

She was lying on her stomach and I cut a hole to free her sexy buttocks and I started to decorate them. Since the pins were blunt it wasn’t easy to thrust them into her flesh so it happened that I had to try it again and again that caused her extra pain. Finally she had 4-4 small colorful balls on her butts. They looked like some beautiful microdermal piercings.

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Poppy

Just a short story about this outdoor session. It was about not only the pain but doing something bizarre.

I am very enthusiastic about stuffing my pussy with different kind of things especially with the bounties of the nature like beautiful wild flowers :) The huge red poppy fields always charmed me and I wanted to dive into that sanguine flower sea.

My wish came true when we drove home from our last trip and I spotted a poppy field next to the motorway. Fortunately the camera and my backpack with some bdsm accessories is always with us so we left the road and headed toward the red meadow.

Stuffing my pussy and decorating my tits and pussy with those silky red flowers was an interesting mix of bizarre creativity and pain.

In Persian literature, red corn poppy flowers are considered the flower of love so I hope it is forgivable that I took them home in my pussy. After getting home, I had a bath and pushed the beautiful flower bath ball out coloring the water reddish while the ball was falling into tiny parts. In that special floral bath, I started to play with myself using the water spout and the orgasms just came one after one.

Bonfire

My master loves those games when I am in a predicament like in Tackrider scene. This time I had to hold myself above burning candles and of course it was inevitable to fall onto them. Now there wasn’t any time limit, only my strength and my muscles was my hope to avoid my pussy and asshole being burnt as long as possible.

He built a really frightful device and wanted my pussy to be exposed to the danger much more than in Tackrider so he made an evil plan.

As a warming up I pumped up my tits and while my tits were in pain he pierced four big black safety pins into my outer lips. Hell, it was extremely painful and I was just screaming and screaming. He would have done better if he had gagged me :P

The safety pins were attached to chains around my thighs to stretch and pull my pussy lips painfully by their weights making my pussy wide open and defenseless. Just thinking of balancing in the air above the fire with this painful pussy opening gear was way too scary for me.

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Black Angel II

And that’s the end of my story:

Since now we had no Christmas tree, more exactly I just destroyed it, it was me who had to be a Christmas tree. Now I could show my master and you that I learned a lot during the piercing course which I told you about earlier.

First I pierced my large labias with a big black safety pin then I pierced 20 medical needles into my body focusing on my tits, my belly and my pussy. I have never had so many needles in my body before and I was surprised at myself how easily I were able to pierce the needles. When every “hook” was the right place I started to decorate myself with the glass ornaments. Finally there were so many glass balls on my body that they had enough weight to pull the needles, especially my nipples were pulled down and it was a bit painful and uncomfortable.

The safety pin had a different function, I hung a black Christmas tree shaped candelabrum made of iron. I used a long iron hair grip to connect it to the safety pin. The heavy weight pulled my labias down and stretch them painfully. Then my master put a small candle inside the special candle holder. I felt that the safety pin was getting hotter and hotter because the one tip of the hair grip was on the flame of the candle and the other tip was connected to the safety pin. I was very scared of being my pussy burnt.

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Black Angel I

Getting back to my Christmas “horror” story, after my whole body met the tiny natural needles my vagina got into the spotlight. My master gave me a wine glass to fill it up with small pieces of pine branches (I cut down their tips). Knowing the effects on my skin, I was very scared of stuffing my pussy with needle leaves but I was excited too at the same time.

After opening my vagina with the speculum I started to push them in, it wasn’t easy because they prickled me not just inside but my fingers too. When my cunny became full, I started to pull out the speculum very slowly. It was very painful, the sharp needles were scratching the wall of my vag.

I failed to keep them inside so almost every piece of the tiny branches was pulled out together with the dilator. My master ordered me to stuff my pussy again, he wanted to see those prickly things inside.

I was very angry, I didn’t want to make it again but I had no choice so I took the spec again and filled up my vag. This time I succeeded to keep the whole stuff inside after removing the stretching device. He wanted to enjoy the spectacle so I had to push out my pussy many times for his pleasure and then I pushed the rest of the needle leaves in with my finger as deep as I could.

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Piercing Course

Since my master wasn’t satisfied with me in the last piercing session, I was ordered to be pierced every day until he decides to stop. The purpose of my training is to achieve not to be afraid of piercing, not to scream and of course to improve my piercing technique.

So I’ve been in that play for 10 days. Until now I had different piercing experiences, actually I make a note in my diary about each action:

1. First day I got a medical needle into my inner labia and I wasn’t allowed to make any scream or noise. I did it.

2. Second day my master pierced my other inner labia with a pin. It was more painful than the med needle but I was able to stay in silence.

3-4. Pin in my outer labia.

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Le Cadeau

I got some very good ideas and stories from a nice French guy and he asked me to do a little BDSM play for him. I love virtual BDSM games and I really like him, so I did that session with pleasure for him.  He ordered me to pierce my both nipples with two needles horizontally and vertically and then I had to parallel the needles by twisting them. He asked me to make some photos but I thought he would prefered to watch the whole session so I turned on my webcam to record it while my master made some photos.

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Pins in nipple

My nipples have never been pierced with pins before and I was very excited to do it for the first time and for myself. I thought that it wouldn’t be easy and it wasn’t indeed. This time we did not make a movie for you, it was just a little practicing and experiment :). I prepared some pins, a corkboard and a meat tenderizer from the kitchen. After putting my tiny tits on the corkboard, I turned on my webcam to record and document the action for myself then I put a pin next to my nipple and started to hit it with the meat tenderizer.

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Nazryana’s First Needle

Last night we made a new movie with my girlfriend, Nazryana. After the shoot – I will tell you about very soon ;) –  we caught Nazry and I pierced a needle in the middle of her nipple.

I have to tell you that Nazryana has been dread of needles, pins and staples, she has a real needle phobia and she has resisted any kind of piercing play for very very long time. She is a real scaredy cat, hehe but finally she always enjoys those very scary things.

It was so exciting and sexy to see her crying before I pushed the needle in, she was writhing in her fear and she screamed like a victim in a horror film :) but it wasn’t so painful since I hardly pushed the needle in. I am sure that her fear was much bigger than her pain. I could read her eyes that she couldn’t believe that it was not so painful as she expected :). When I asked her about her feelings, she was unsure and finally admitted that it was not so bad but the needles never won’t be her “friends”. Or course I don’t give up, I want to convince her to try more needles, maybe staple gun next time.

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The Bait I

When my master showed me a video of a japan girl laying in a plexi box and being covered with insects and then her opened pussy was filled with worms, I was surprised at my own reaction, I was aroused and turned on watching her agony. It wasn’t about the pain but it was so humiliating and bizarre that I wished I was her.

The leeches are also worms and my master had planned to use them on my body or maybe inside my pussy for a very long time. Since you guys also were enthusiastic about leeches, my master ordered me to get them.

I must mention that he has already tried to catch some leeches in our natural waters using me as a bait but no success so far. I realized that my only chance to get some leeches was the fishing stores. Finally I found the right place and the right leeches. I was so excited and frightened, I had read a lot about leech bite so I learned that it isn’t painful moreover it is healthy but I had no idea what happens if they go into my pussy. My master insisted on putting leeches in and he wanted me to offer them my opened pussy. I liked Brody’s idea about fishing hooks so he decided to pierce my outer labias with the hooks to open them up. I was so frightened that I almost forgot the leeches. I have never tried fishing hooks before and I suspected that they caused more intense pain than pins or needles.

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Nipple Torture

Just a short story (no movie this time). Last night we met a couple who are also in BDSM and for the pleasure of our guests I was offered to the girl to torture my nipples with needles.
She is a beginner and rather masochistic than sadistic. She doesn’t like using needles and has never done this kind of torture before but my master convinced her to pierce 4-4 needles in the middle of my nipples. Since the girl was a newbie, she pushed the needles into my nipples very slowly so it was painful. The guys were satisfied with what they saw.

When all the 8 needles were in, she started to play with the needles hitting them slightly, it was very exciting. Then she figured out that she wanted to pull all of them out at once. The guys helped her to find the most painful way. She tied the needles with rubber bands and then took two fishing hooks with fishing-lines and attached them to the bands. She started to pull the fishing-lines and the needles started to came out very slowly and finally all of them came out at the same time, needless to say that it was the most painful part.

My nipples are still so sensitive, I love it, so does my master :).

Next time I will tell you about my experiences with the hooks and the l……s.

Home-Made Piercing

At the beginning of our relationship my master surprised me with a nice piercing, it was the time when my BDSM life had started. He wanted me to wear that piercing in my clitoris hood. I liked the idea being pierced and I wanted to prove him that I was fearless.

It wasn’t an ordinary piercing process, he made the hole using a bunch of pins. I will never forget that pain, it was so intense.

He is a perfectionist, so he exactly planned where to pierce the first pin. I didn’t know yet the differences between medical needles and pins. The medical needles were way more scary for me at that time although I hadn’t even tried any of them.

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